That was then, this is Now.

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3.1 PHILLIP LIM | PRE-FALL 2012

“There has to be an artificiality to it,” Lim told VOGUE emphatically, who made use of autumnal aubergines, ochers, grays, and petrol blues throughout. “These are the colors of venom and corrosion. We live in a world now that’s instant and totally artificial.”

Kick-ass superhero inspired Phillip Lim Pre-Fall is amazing. Awesome textures and sleek silhouettes. A cutting-edge chic that’s fun to look at! Check out more Pre-Fall madness here.

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I understand that you are busy,  you have your jobs and friends and school and everything.  I’m a kid, and being dependent on people is normal.  Seeing that you haven’t been there, I am very independent and I struggled to be that.  I need you to be there. I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m a child.  It would be nice if you came home in time to cook me dinner or put me to bed once in awhile. I’m proud of you and all that you’ve done and all you have done for me, but be there.  Where were you when I was cutting?  Where were you when I was too scared to leave my room?  Where were you when I was too depressed to even cry anymore? Where were you when my suicide attempts failed? I have no friends anymore.  My independent life is a life where I have no one.  Being with people, being friends with people is being dependent.  You depend on someone to be there for you, and I can’t do that.  Dependency is a weakness.  I have to be strong because that what all those nights spent alone were to teach me right? All those days you were too busy to talk to me. All those days you spent locked in your room.  If you wanted to teach me to be isolated, be depressed, hate myself; then you taught me right. Just be there.